my hope

harus kah seperti ini...?

ya mungkin memang harus seperti ini...
penuh cacian dan makian...

aku hanya berharap dia baik baik saja di sana..
aku tidak mau melakukan banyak hal..karena aku tidak bisa..
dan aku tidak ingin membuatnya semakin emosi..
karena sepertinya, apa yang aku lakukan hanyalah membuat dia emosi..

for someone that i really love..
there will be a smile for you.. even though you don't need that..
i know i can't back to the past,, when you was so kind listen to all my grumble..
seems that i trifled your kindness...and i asked for more and more..
but...
if we have to be a part...i hope we can smile at each other...

because you're my precious one..until now..